Re: Arrows

My Dear Angel, My Archer and My Sherlock Holmes,

I was guarding your dreams and reading One Day, but I fell asleep. Maybe because of a new strong anti-allergic drug and pneumo vaccine I am taking to fight off my cough. Will you forgive me ? You were dreaming about our trip to F and your suitcase was full of … shrimps ;-) I love your sense of humour. You are like Emma. By the way, she was a writer too. I cannot disagree with your logic my Sherlock reg. arrows, but I do really know that my armour is not good enough to stop your arrows if you decide to fire off, shoot them at me. Could you swear, my Archer, that you would leave your arrows (take shrimps I love them !!!!) at home ? We do not want to exchange our friendship for an affair, do we?

They spoke very little of their mutual feelings: pretty phrases and warm attentions being probably unnecessary between such tired friends.
Thomas Hardy, Far from the Madding Crowd.

An affair usually means passion, fun, adventure, novelty and leaves a marriage depleted and weakened. I told you that the meaning of my life is my family. I cannot have two meanings of life, two lives, two wives and I do not want to hurt you.
You are right about Lust + Attraction + Attachment (friendship). It is not OR. It is of course AND. Maintaining balance, tensions between opposites is crucial: attraction and lust, security and excitement, continuity and novelty, safety and adventure, comfort and passion. But I look at true love in a marriage as the first law of thermodynamics: energy is conserve only changing its forms. True love is conserved with changing its forms (LAA) during years and gravitates towards friendship. By the way Dr Fisher’s experiment was scientifically correct – a perfect research methodology (how did she find theses all people?) She did that on purpose to distinguish between and quantify (chemically) forms of love. Who knows ? We will be able to measure accurately levels of our LAA in the near future ;-)

I am too tired now to write about Machiavelli’s credo, but do you agree with me that one Machiavelli vel Donal is enough in Poland? You are going to kill me for that !!! You love Machiavelli as a historian who thinks that politicians are angels nowadays !!! Wake up my Angel. The last Polish politician and statesman was Pilsudski who could say 'the end justifies the means' because he loved Poland. !!!

Our baby will be fine. I agree with some comments on our forum. Majority of our baby’s net revenue will come from Fesenko and RusOil. By the way have you check US dollar/zloty exchange rate ? People who think that they will be able buy our baby for nothing are CREAZY !!!

I admire you my Writer. My twin sister wrote a special French dictionary as a part of her PhD and I know that this is not an easy task. I am also a co-author of a few engineering books. I keep my fingers crossed for yours. Have you been thinking of putting it on web or applet store? So you are leaving K. How will I be able to deliver you songs of my lover – RF?

* * *
bez ciebie
jak bez uśmiechu
niebo pochmurnieje
słońce
wstaje tak wolno
przeciera oczy
zaspanymi dłońmi
dzień -

w trawie
przebudzony motyl
prostuje skrzydła
za chwilę
rozbłysną
zawirują najczystszą abstrakcją
kolory kolory kolory

szeptem
modlę się do uśpionego nieba
o zwykły chleb miłości
Halina Poświatowska

I have to go sleep now my Angel,

Your Niccolo vel Francesco, two saints from NC: Joan and Francesco :-)