Re: Answer to answer.

My Dear Niccolo,
I should be preparing for church but God will forgive me that this year I can't think about Christmas. I've been thinking about you and I've been crying all day.
Yes, I can and I will exchange everyone for an oil rig or something else, because I can't be on this forum anymore, it will always remind me of you. You cannot cancel all these messages and even if you did. I've already printed some of them and I have them in front of me.
Please, you have to read this and you have to answer me, please.
I think that we have something special, we've talked a lot and we know each other very well. If you were a bastard I'd never talk to you, but know you're a good person, great patriot, wise man and I simply trust you. I know that you've never lied to me on this forum and I respect you a lot for this. I have a feeling that I lost someone special today and I can't stand it.
First of all I want you to tell you that you wouldn't be happy with me. You have a great family and I don't like children, I must have my space and a lot of freedom to be happy. You need to be loved, kissed goodnight and caressed. My freedom would simply hurt you. I'm very independent. But I can and I'd love to offer you my friendship. It's a very precious thing. I'm not looking for any sex affairs and I will never tempt you, I just want to know wise people to surround me and I found you. I always pray to God for good people to meet and I know He sent us this possibility to build a long lasting friendship. What we love in each other are our brains and our sensibility, not us, and we shouldn't loose it. I have many male friends, I even went to a school of tango with husband of my italian friend, we talk every day on skype and nothing's happening between us. I'd love to make you one of them, but please stop idealizing me. I'm not Poświatowska and I'm not Cielecka from "Samotność..." Please, stop creating something unreal, because you're hurting yourself.
I wanted to meet you in person to tell you all this. I really think that we would be good friends, we could talk about books, stock market and other nice and fruitful things.You understand me very well. Remember that: "Tylko ludzie o wielkich zaletach serca mają przyjaciół." I wrote all this because I've learned to tell right now what we have to say, you know that.
If your answer is negative, I'll never write on any forum again. I'm sorry.
Good night My Dear Niccolo.